A Part of Me has Gone

Last night after dinner, bigbadwolf was acting quite abnormal as I was packing our lunch for work the next day. I asked him what was up and he told me he forgot to tell me something. After a while, he finally broke the news and told me that my external hard drive was officially dead.

I looked at him for a long time, tears inevitably streaming down my cheeks in two fat puddles. Two fucking whole years' worth of memories, two whole years' worth of photos, journal, design, collection, music, documents all gone down the drain just like that. Just like that.

You would think that I'd just stop there since there wasn't really any point crying over spilt milk. Well I chucked the biggest shit ever, accusing him of not reminding me to back up my hard drive, that he was at fault because he was always reluctant to let me back up my files in his computer because my hugeass files of photos were slowing down his computer when he was doing work.

Well I cried myself to sleep and then woke up the next morning a new woman. I was over it. I came back home from work today and hopped onto bigbadwolf's computer. I logged on and went through all the photos, nostalgia taking over me again. Without a sound, bigbadwolf took out my laptop and backed up all my stuff into his computer. I tried to ignore the big gap of nothingness in between 2005 and 2007 as I browsed through. Oh god, my heart is breaking.

xx

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Guess what I found while browsing through the photos in bigbadwolf's computer?



This was taken on Christmas 2005 in Taiwan. That's me being a drunken idiot after the christmas party, showing my love for KFC. I am really, such an idiot.

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