Contains Vulgarity, Do Not Read.

If there was one thing I could change if I could turn back time...

I'd wish I didn't grow up so quickly. It felt so good at first, but now... damnit.

I miss babbling, but most of my friends and families read this, so I don't wanna sound too depressing now do I? Maybe I should consider starting another blog where I could just blab about anything under the sun and not give a damn about what anyone would portray me as or get any of my families worried if they read my blog.

Or maybe I should just stfu up and stop being such a depressing whiney bitch all of sudden. I can blame it on the time of the month but that would just be plain stupid. Because it isn't. Or the fact that it's late. Hello.. no I'm not preggers because I cant f* myself now can I? Or are you calling me a whore now? Screw you.

Maybe it was something I ate today, or maybe it's because I haven't eaten at all. Nah, I think it's the freaking sun, because it's so bloody hot and I don't wanna turn on my airconditioner too much otherwise it would be unfair for my housemate since we split all the bills half half and he doesn't have an airconditioner in his room.

Or maybe it's because my exams are approaching and I'm still not very confident about it so I'm stressing and venting my anger here. Since the boyfriend's been gone, I've got no punching bag around to vent at anymore. Fuck you boo :(

This is crap. No baby, I'm not chucking a shit because it's valentines tomorrow and I'm gonna be an anti-social bitch and lock myself at home the whole day. It's so commercialised anyway. Nor is it because of our fight today and what you did, or what I did. Whatever! I'm just being a bitch today so let me be!