Goth is back.. and so is the Bigbadwolf.

I dyed my hair charcoal black a week ago. It was really suppose to be a dark mahagony brown, but... it's only a tinsy bit like that under the sun. -_-" Other than that, it's just black black. It's kinda growin' on me now but I might just add a tinge of colour to it when I get bored!

A day after the dy(e)ing session, guess who came to visit? The big bad wolf! The boi just suddenly decided that he was gonna come over and pay us a visit. It's been 3 months since I've seen him, so it has been a while. That was really nice of him huh. :D *swoons*

Sometimes when I look back, I always wonder how I survived our one year plus of LDR. The first time I came to know of this was when I went to Christchurch for holidays june last year. I had to suck it in and pretend I'd be fine though. I remember when we were at the airport, everyone was just standing there, waiting to see me cry. (his asshole buddies -_-") I didn't shed a tear, until my mom called an hour later and asked, "I guess you're back from the airport.. are you okay?"

That did it, tears streamed down my cheeks in big droplets after a few months of biting back. I think I was overwhelmed with too much emotions, I ended up exploding on the phone. It felt great though.

Within that year, I think I travelled three times to see him, once every four months. Funny thing was I actually needed that.. to be apart. I learnt to be a whole lot more optimistic, independent, emotionally stronger, and most importantly, to be able to live alone yet enjoy myself.

Not having a sense of direction was a big minus though. My bestfriend was Mr. referdex after he left. Or more like plenty of gratitudes to my beloved coussies and friends for helping me out. :p He was usually my driver, or just someone I could turn to whenever I needed help. I think I completely shut down my "learning" mode, and decided to just be dependent on him since I always thought that he'd be there. Not very good huh.

So who says LDR's are entirely bad huh? :p

Now the tables have turned. I gotta play tourguide while the bigbadwolf is Mr. Tourist. Won't be a very good one since I'm pretty lousy myself with directions. Wish me luck hehe!

Good ol Malaysia

I've been stuffing my face in char kuey teow, laksa, asam laksa, claypot chicken rice, roti canai, tandoori chicken, stingray, hokkien noodles, meehun kuey, nasi lemak, maggi mee goreng, curry puff, bak kut teh, pork intestine soup, those old-school steamed bread with kaya and butter, and yummy teh tarik! I eat like a hundred meals a day eversince I got back to malaysia! This is getting horribly crazy!

I.need.to.stop.eating.already.!!!

I can already see the major difference when I tried to put on my skinny jeans. Die biatch! The flabs just never fail to stick out. If only I could cut all my fats and stick 'em all onto my ass cheeks. I'll have one nice perky blackwoman's ass. Awesome, it'll be exactly like the ones in my dream.

Then I scooted off to the hair salon where people say has the best massage and sure enough, it was fantabulous!! The best I've had around yet that's for sure hahaha. I love it! Been doing the usual family time and going round visiting relos. It's so good to be back here! One thing I hate is the heat here, it's so humid and stuffy. Everything else makes up for it though.

I miss my cousies and gurlies in brisbane! How are you gurlies, hope you're all not having too much fun without me or I'll be pissed off! Hah, just kidding! So much dramas since I've left ei aiyee.

Anyhoo, Happy belated birthday to my silly chick cum ex housemate Janet, hopefully you did get drunk on your 21st! If not I'll make it up to you when I come back. :)

Okay, me gotta go back to my fam, catch up with you peeps soon! Cant wait to see all of you back here!

after my hairwash from the salon. I feel like dyeing my hair again.

Green things & Dy(e)ing Dilemmas

I think I'm so obsessed selfconscious with my hair colour now its turning rather unhealthy. So my hair colour did fade abit, thank goodness! Don't you think it did? No?! Fine. -_-" That's not the whole point. I don't know whether I should redye my hair or just leave it as it is. Of course it 's only a matter of time because I wouldn't go to Malaysia with this hair colour. Hehehe. Shut up la.

So we went for dinner with the boi's cousin, his cousin's wife and daughter last night. At first, his daughter was really shy and quiet, but after she started warming up to me, boy she sure had alot of bloody things to say! Picking on the most sensitive topic as well, which was my hair! 0_o Come on, she's only 5 years old, since what do 5 years old know about hair dyes? I didn't when I was 5! And even if I knew, I most certainly wouldn't have thought of questioning adults!

Girl: So Sharon ah yee, did you dye your hair?

Me: Err... yeah...

Girl: How come you dyed your hair?

Mom: Hahaha, girl, do you want to dye your hair as well?

Me: (please please don't think I'm a bad influence)

Girl: Yes! I want to dye my hair like Sharon ah yee's hair, Yellow!

Me: (Shit you! It's not yellow okay!) Heh heh. No no, don't dye your hair, actually black is the best colour! You'll regret it if you dye it yellow!

Girl: Why? Do you regret now?

Me: Yeah, I do...

Girl: Okay, then I want to dye it blue! My favourite colour! (Mama, please please please)

Me: -_-"

Then after the topic of my 'yellow' hair, she started picking on the length of my nails. So I was playing drawing with her right in the car, I put her hand onto the paper so I could trace the perimeter of her hand and you know la impress those little kids. She giggled with glee, fascinated with what we had done. I smirked, a smile of easy satisfaction.

She proceeded to pick up her algae-green marker pen and started drawing long nails on the hand. They looked more like claws okay. She was drawing the nails on top of the fingers! Wtf! Then she started shrieking and laughing so loud and she showed her mom the picture!

Girl: Look ma, that's Sharon ah yee's hand!

-_-" Arghhhh!!!!!!!

Breathe, breathe! Of all marker colours, why green?! And dude, I didn't paint my nails okay! Thank god I didn't! What would she have drawn next?! I suppressed and plastered a smile on my face. You stupid, stupid brat!

Hehehe, okay the contents of my blog is usually exaggerated compared to what really happens in reality. I can safely say I'm in the good books of the boi's cousin and his wife, but dude, I can't get over that green claws man! You would either if you were me! The pic is horrendous yo!

Anyways, question of the day to ponder about... to die dye or not to die dye?

What A Bimbo!

So here's a glance of how my hair colour is like. After a few wash, you reckon it'll go darker or lighter? My hair is kinda lighter than what is portrayed in this picture hehe. Do away with the criticisms shall we.

Have a heart <3

New Hairdo

I got my hair cut and straightened abit yesterday! I was sick of my curly hair, and I didn't want that perfectly straight hairdo either, so I decided on having it in between curly and straight, which brought me to this messy hairdo.

Girls, listen to this. Over here in Taiwan, you get guys to wash and massage your hair! They give you their string of "is it too hard? is the water to hot/cold? do you need a blanket?" and they try to make conversation with you throughout the whole course. I know, it can be pretty annoying when you rather just read magazines, but I had two different guys washing my hair and boi, they really know how to make you feel like royalty. I know, one thing about Taiwan is when they serve you, they really serve you. Of course this doesn't apply to everything but so far everything's been good for me haha!

It's about time we girls had some instead of hearing guys going to salon's and coming back with those "omg the hair salon girls gave me a good time" line. I should bring my boyfriend there since they have mostly male staffs working there eh. Just kidding, I'm not that protective!

I was in the hair salon for about three and half hours because they had three different treatments done to my dying locks, the time spent washing my hair which was about four or five times, straightening my hair, and then snipping away to achieve the excessive layers that I wanted. Nice, I like! Without anything done to my hair, my hair probably looks straight and boring, but thanks to dry wax, my hair would look like this:

Like it? I adore it! :D