My Holiday in Penang was a...

I've got 4 days left in Malaysia. Won't be blogging again till I get to Brissie I guess, and that's if I do get my hands on any available internet connection. I'll probably be staying for 3 weeks at most.

This has been the longest holiday I've had in Malaysia since I've moved back to brissie, which also makes the longest period I've spent with my family eversince. It kinda sucks how attached I feel towards my family again.

Don't tell anyone, but seriously speaking...

I.don't.really.wanna.leave.them.now.. :(

But for my future, and for $$$, I gotta move on and learn to be strong. Where will I be, what will become of me, and how will I turn out to be a few years from today? God, I hope I've chosen the right path.

There's this nudging feeling inside of me that I keep trying to suppress. I keep tellin' myself it'll be alright. I dunno is it because it really is and that I'm just being a worry wart, or am I just tryin' to make myself feel better.

Isn't it funny how I've travelled and moved from country to country all my life, yet I've never gotten used to it? I hate changes, unnecessary ones. It'll be alright, after all, it's only just another turning point in life. I always get better after, don't I? don't I?

I sure hope so.