Gloomy days
taken with a disposable camera during company trip to fraser island 20/12/08
Hello world, this is me, fading away, turning grey.
Still alil catty, still alil impatient, still alil whingy, still myself.
A whole lot more boring, still me nonetheless. :)
My life still revolves around work, missing my loved ones,
and yearning for my old carefree lifestyle.
I miss all my girls, especially my pig whose in neverneverland.
All the way in uk, where I can never afford to visit. :(
Someday, I will walk out of my boring routine,
and have the courage to live as a struggling wanderer.
In actual fact, work isn't as bad as I've portrayed it.
It's challenging, keeps my brain active, my pocket full, and I sincerely do have fun.
I guess a part of me will always refuse to let go of my youthful days,
which holds a big part of me forever.
It's amazing how different life is once you grow up.
Big and tall people now seem so much smaller and fragile.
Adulthood is just so different from what you've pictured it to be.
My fear of losing my loved ones seem to grow rapidly and significantly.
You never satisfy everyone you love anymore.
I think, I'm actually afraid to grow up, afraid to lose my loved ones.
Maybe I'm just feeling emotional.
I know I'm always this way when I write.
But writing is my only outlet as I don't express my feelings verbally no more.
Tomorrow will be a better day,
and I will be my goofy and happy self again.
Till then, let me drown my sorrows and engulf myself in an emotional state for now.
Tomorrow, will be a better day.
Current Location: Brisbane
13 comments:
Well at least you have your health...a job...friends...Sounds like a pretty good life to me ;)
I would like to say things get better when you reach your 30's but they don't. It sucks just as hard but you learn to tolerate it better. Anyway, have a nice day.
:)
I am reading this article second time today, you have to be more careful with content leakers. If I will fount it again I will send you a link
I am not going to be original this time, so all I am going to say that your blog rocks, sad that I don't have suck a writing skills
thank you guys :) such motivators
sad to say i dont blog anymore, do miss it heaps though. hope ill find it in me to blog again some day!
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